January 2008
And I won't cause anything at all...
I climbed a tree, the high kind There’s my house in the city There’s my car that will break down tomorrow Now nothing is cool, no shade here It won’t happen and I don’t care I love you so don’t fall from here And don’t start something now Cause i won’t cause anything at all Don’t you want a change Now still sad, your likings Sit real...
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This is a fact.
I know the most incredible people. And I am so thankful to God that they are in my life. I know I’m not deserving of them, but at the same time I am because they affect me in the most profound of ways. ”I need you so much closer.” HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAM! (Thank you Misters Andreas, Cameron, and Jason for singing to me…you guys spoil me; my lovely dear boys.)
…i love you…
What started an eventually meaningful and...
K: Octopus have ink? or just squids
J: Octopus do too.
K: oh. haha
I would never lie to you.
Sometimes, you just have to take a deep breath and remind yourself that, everything is going to be alright. Well, maybe not everything, but more things than not.
Further Investigation...
I researched it…and look: Jig-A-Loo Their website is actually kind of cute…why the name…WHY?!!? Oh, here’s why: “WHAT IT MEANS The name “Jig-A-Loo” can be traced all the way back to 1958, when the product inventor finally came up with the right formula and exclaimed, “Ti-gi-dou!” A common Canadian expression used when someone finds a solution...
Door Shopping
After a long early morning of doing online class stuff, I took a nap but then woke up early to go door shopping with Matt. After a couple days of heavy rains, it was good to see bright shiny sun and puffy clouds. (Those clouds that are flat on the bottom but poofy on the top…Cumulus..or as Matt called them, “Cunnilingus”. …So many doors… I think we found...
Spring Semester has officially started as of...
Deciding to do three online classes and one on-site cinematography class for grad school was probably a mistake. I logged on tonight and am already so overwhelmed. Maybe because I don’t know which one to do first. oh man….its 3:21AM…I’m not gonna sleep, I’ll just do as much of my online classes until 9AM when I’ll see Matt. Good night moon. >Now it is 4:16...
When you just don't belong.
I stood there in the middle of the street and I could feel thousands upon thousands of rain drops make contact with my skin. I reached up to the infinite abyss and I looked up at the pitch black night and I smiled, because I knew that one day, maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, or maybe not the day after that…but one day, everything in my life would be so much better than I could have...
WatchThe beginning of the end.
Soofy..You've done it again huh.
Music… now film? Marry me now please. Or just be gay and come out.
I cleaned up the organ Matt gave me and made a...
My life version 2.0 Beta.
So this is what happened yesterday.
It was my “spend the day with Matt.”
(I just noticed that none of the photos showup anymore. Visit this set to check them out.)
We decided to peep out some locations on the island so that I could brainstorm idea for my next 16mm film. The night prior, I had decided to bring both my photography camera and my video camera so that both Matt and I...
I Love Dinosaurs!
J.Hutchinson Vs. J. Koxvold AND Chris Glass Vs. Shaun Inman Layer Tennis matches today have DINOSAURS!!! Yeay yeay yeay!!!!! Also..dear young man, here is my rebuttal:
My response, you know who you are.
My life version 1.
I almost literally plummeted to my abysmal death today…and Matt saved my life…update later.
The world that I've created for myself...
is too beautiful, for even me, to handle. (is it sad that I am rewarding myself after taking my final tonight by editing footage I just randomly shot?) Update: I just took my final. I missed one…I think my degree in Psychology has helped with my memorization skills for test taking…so I think I got an A in the course. Here’s to the completion of Winter intercession….and...
Welcome Home Sebastien!
Sebastien arrived today. He looks fantastic. I think he may have broken his arm (crank) in the mail…however that shouldn’t be difficult to fix. I can ask Matt to perform some minor surgery on him. Ladies and Gentlemen, I introduce you to my newest child, Sebastien: Also here’s love from Aaron and Jenna. I love you guys:
Care.
I’m not nice and caring to people because it makes me any happier…or does anything for me and my self esteem…because it really doesn’t. I do it because I think about all the times that people have been mean to me, fucked me over, or taken advantage of me and I think about how I would never ever, ever want anyone to ever have to feel that, not even those people. I suppose...
I luff being with matt.
we are goof balls. Who else would be in the cold, rainy, dark, pitch black night with me? (all photographs taken with only the light of the moon and minimal lights where seen…no color correction)
Oh my gosh.
I’m watching Eagle Vs. Shark right now and it’s only half way through and it’s SOOOOOO effin good! I want to move to New Zealand. It’s been a while since I’ve seen a really good movie. (Juno is so meh compared to this). UPDATE: I just finished the film. *sigh*…so good. One day I hope that to be me.
Things to share with you:
(a bulleted list) I got a package today from Aaron and it is incredible. I got almost all of my books for class (which starts next week). I filed the rest of my court papers and everything is good to go for my court date next month! I got these today: and I watched The Ten, it was pretty funny…I will watch Eagle vs. Shark when I get home tonight. I Stickamed with Bryan and Aaron today it...
This is kind of wierd...
Sometimes I wish that there was a way to “bottle-up” or package emotion. Not your typical sad, depressed, happy, mad…emotions. Actually when i say “bottle-up” I mean the literal sense of that. To take it and put it in a bottle to store on the shelf and save it for later. Okay I guess this is what I mean…when you listen to a song for the first time, and...
WatchLove Letter Typewriter (by: Mineral) Summer unfolded like a tapestry And you were there as you have always been There glowing where the sky meets with the trees Air softly crowing, singing fears to sleep Will you ever know how much I love you for that ...
Okay, I just got a C (the lowest grade I’ve gotten on anything I’ve done in grad school thus far) on my quiz for today, I think it’s time to get some sleep…this lack of sleep has been catching up to me and taking a toll on my work.
I am stuck in this purgatory of doing what I am passionate about, and dreading killing my passions.
Dear Cameron, I would like to marry you. When I am reincarnated as a dinosaur.
I took a shower because I was going to hang out with a boy. I decided that I wouldn’t see him until I completed my module and quiz for my class tonight…it’s 1:18AM and I just finished, I am too tired to hang out so I’m just going to play with my typewriter instead of sleep. I know that you care..and that’s why I’m typing this irrelevant post.
WatchCute…”fake” HD (you can’t tell unless you go to it on the vimeo site). Sure looks better than before…however the aspect ratio bothers me..those black bars…mmmm but I refuse to let this compress for any more hours.
It’s 7:02AM I finished cutting out all the buttons but I haven’t made any…what have I been doing for the last 2 hours? 5:06AM and still going strong…trying to convert my demo reel to HD. It’s 3:03AM. I’m glad my insomnia is still kicking it live in high gear. I think that my justification for staying awake is quite dumb…I have to go to be somewhere an...
WatchUm…who wants a mustache ride? In other news, it’s 3:49 AM…why am I not in bed? Oh yeah it’s because I wanted to see if I could upload something “square” onto vimeo. After a couple hours of file compression/conversion, it worked. What now…I guess I have to find something else to occupy myself with.
Summer '08?
I am torn about my options…chances, are I’ll work a lot…but I’d like to think that I will be “disappearing” somewhere…where no one will find me. friend’s wedding…certain. film feature length film for a guy? go to Africa to film a documentary? work all summer to pay for grad school? take classes in grad school so i can try to finish a year...
A Pack of Light Blue Birds.
Today was one of those days were I felt so down in the dumps that i just wanted to be alone. I opted out of going to the Flea Market with Matt this morning. I went to church. Then I came home. Matt came over and we got to spend the day together taking photoraphs. I’m glad. It was one of those days where I wanted to be alone, but someone fought their way in and decided...
WatchHere’s the vid I made with Matt.
I Love Matt and Stickam!
So I got to stache it up with Cam in the Stickam: (Picture compliments of Cam) Cameron also scared me and Dre: Matty wanted to come over and hang out…I texted him that I wanted Chocolates! He actually brought me some…he’s so nice! CHOMP CHOMP! Matt wanted to make a video for his friend Becky. So I helped him and cut and animated and edited some stuff. The video is above...